try to reconnect even if the first connection failed.

pool.go

@@ -422,7 +422,6 @@ func (pool *Pool) subMany(
 		}
 
 		eosed := atomic.Bool{}
-		firstConnection := true
 
 		go func(nm string) {
 			defer func() {
@@ -459,17 +458,10 @@ func (pool *Pool) subMany(
 
 				relay, err := pool.EnsureRelay(nm)
 				if err != nil {
-					// if we never connected to this just fail
-					if firstConnection {
-						debugLogf("[pool] connection to %s failed, won't retry as it was the first attempt\n", nm)
-						return
-					}
-
 					// otherwise (if we were connected and got disconnected) keep trying to reconnect
 					debugLogf("[pool] connection to %s failed, will retry\n", nm)
 					goto reconnect
 				}
-				firstConnection = false
 				hasAuthed = false
 
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